[Blue shifts a little where he's settled against Yzak so he can lift his wrist - the one he got from Lan Xichen, the one Yzak would help tie up back in Badrock.
Blue's learned a few Choice things about the ribbon since then, so he can't help but be curious just how much ribbing Yzak's gotten for it...]
[ Yzak peeks down at his wrist. Ah, that ribbon. Blue's kept it on since the mission, even though there was really no need to keep up anything having to do with their stories anymore.
(................. including the dress part)
((would he prefer the dress being kept over the ribbon?))
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Xichen's ribbon?
[ That does make him recall Badrock and his "in character" interactions with Xichen. So at the memories, he scowls. ]
Not really anymore! But that bastard sure had a lot of fun playing the part of your brother back there! Going on about my indecent intentions toward his sister!
[ Bastard, he says, but as always like this, the word is devoid of any ill-will. He actually likes Xichen a great deal. Outside of their act, he managed to gain quite a bit of Yzak's respect when things started to go south. ]
[ There's the tiniest little blip of apprehension when Blue says that, because oh no, what did he do. Are they magic? Did he put some kind of curse on Blue? Or Xichen? Break a law? Is Xichen going to come screaming at Yzak soon for something? His brow furrows. ]
More? What do you mean more?
I didn't break some kind of magic spell on it or something, doing that, did I?
[Blue's expression remains mild, indicating no real harm done. his mouth is still curved up in gentle amusement, though it softens a bit as he curiously observes Yzak's reactions to this information.]
No, not magic. He said traditionally, the betrothed is the one who ties that ribbon on someone. [he tilts his head.] Though, I suppose the initial gifting...isn't included. Since he said that was family.
I can't say I entirely understand it from his viewpoint, but...it did inform a lot of his teasing to you.
I-I-I know that!! [ He stammers. ] Of course it doesn't count if we didn't know!
—how is this the second time we're talking about something not counting!?
[ What is he even flustering about here?? A little of everything, really, because he's Yzak and he overreacts to the smallest thing. And now it's all in his head, the image of him back on Badrock carefully tying the ribbon to Blue's wrist, Xichen poking fun at him, that he JUST likened wanting to deepen his relationship with Blue to marriage even though it wasn't quite the same...!
(it might also be a kneejerk reaction that he didn't realize he had when it hears the word betrothed, thanks to his bullshit back home. that automatic fight or flight kicking in where he's done both) ]
I'm not ready for something like that anyway! No - I mean, I am, because I'm more than capable of course! Especially if Athrun could be engaged back when he was fifteen and to someone as wonderful as Lacus Clyne no less!
[ He said all of the above in a single breath. So when he finally gets a chance to catch it again, it at least settles him down a little. ]
[ For literally any other person this wouldn't have been a big deal. Poor Blue, getting this kind of impression of things from the most overreactive and flustering source.
That touch does calm him (and his heart) down a little more. But he's cool! He's fine! (until his next run-in with Xichen, probably) ]
Of course it is! That's a huge, important thing to tons of people, not just me.
[ Why does he keep ending up in these conversations. ]
Optional part of it ... though on PLANT, if you want that option, then you in turn lose the option to pick who you're having a child with. And I think you've gleaned my opinions about most of that. [ Not the biggest fan!! Though at the same time, he was raised with that as a norm and the dutiful man in him still has a hard time pulling away from that mindset. ]
But that ruins the whole point to me!! [ He huffs, stubborn, slowly melting into the sap he actually is inside. ] Because it's love and commitment that are more important when you make that kind of union!
Blue does him the kindness of looking askance for the few beats it takes to consider this as opposed to laser-focusing on his face and completely KO-ing him. still, this is a plainly rough ride ahead for dear Yzak.]
Love and commitment... How does it scale? Comparatively. What changes? [a slight pause.] Rather...what do you expect...would change?
But at the question, he looks thoughtful. How does it scale in a way one can put into words? And to someone like Blue? Not to mention that he's probably the worst person to explain this kind of thing. ]
Betrothal is a promise of marriage, which is an even deeper entanglement! It's a lifelong commitment, an agreement to share your whole lives together. Through sickness and health, until death do you part, all of that shit they say at weddings! It's like ... two halves becoming whole, like becoming two wings on a bird because they can't fly with just one!
... there's a bunch of legal bullshit attached to it, too. But I'm not talking about that part right now!
[two halves... two wings... beautiful similes (which Yzak would say of course they're beautiful AND precise because he's nothing but efficient and accurate.
until death...
Blue's expression clouds over, growing distant and more withdrawn in thought.]
That's why it can't happen by accident, just because of some custom one doesn't know about...!
...
Although it is an interesting one, I'll admit. I've never heard of something like that before. [ Outside of this whole awkward thing, his interest is actually caught. If he doesn't throttle Xichen, maybe he'll even ask him about it. (and more)
He's still rambling like a fool, so he'll catch Blue's expression once he's done with that. ]
But the point is! Imagine being forced to make that kind of commitment with someone you're just genetically compatible with! What if they're an asshole? What if you can't stand them? There's no actual feelings there as a foundation! I'm sure if someone back home wanted a child more than all of that, it could be worth putting up with it. But that's their choice!
[ And choice, control, is something Yzak hates not having. ]
[Blue hears him, but he can't rightly say he's completely on the same wavelength for most of it. he understands the concern - especially where choice factors in - but he doesn't entirely relate to the outrage.
they are not truly wedded, after all; neither of them claimed to be, and Lan Xichen's remarks do not change that.
his gaze flits back, expression still rather withdrawn.]
Rather... It is yours. You needn't worry; I haven't assumed...that anything so binding has occurred.
—I'm not worried! I know Xichen was just being a smartass about it! That guy...
[ And yET WHO'S THE ONE HAVING A TIZZY ABOUT EVERYTHING?
After he says Xichen's name, though, he mutters. ]
He was familiar with a lot of stories and myths that I know ... I wonder if he's familiar with the Jian bird, too. [ He adds, to Blue, to elaborate: ] That's ... the mythical bird behind that whole "two wings" thing I just mentioned.
[ N E R D.
Once he's done with that rambling, though, he turns his attention to Blue's face, his own turning curious. ]
[it's the way Yzak's focus gently pokes at Blue's own that gets him more than the question spoken aloud; after a beat, he seems to blink out of the little trance his mood's put him in.
he shakes his head slightly.]
I understand better. Why such a notion would bother you. Thank you.
But, [ Yzak now turns in toward him to keep him staying precisely where he is - there is no escape. Well, well, well, how the turntables, etc. ] don't think I can't tell you're letting something else run around in that head of yours!
[ He's friends with Athrun, okay. He knows these looks. ]
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[Blue shifts a little where he's settled against Yzak so he can lift his wrist - the one he got from Lan Xichen, the one Yzak would help tie up back in Badrock.
Blue's learned a few Choice things about the ribbon since then, so he can't help but be curious just how much ribbing Yzak's gotten for it...]
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[ Yzak peeks down at his wrist. Ah, that ribbon. Blue's kept it on since the mission, even though there was really no need to keep up anything having to do with their stories anymore.
(................. including the dress part)
((would he prefer the dress being kept over the ribbon?))
(((hm))) ]
Xichen's ribbon?
[ That does make him recall Badrock and his "in character" interactions with Xichen. So at the memories, he scowls. ]
Not really anymore! But that bastard sure had a lot of fun playing the part of your brother back there! Going on about my indecent intentions toward his sister!
[ Bastard, he says, but as always like this, the word is devoid of any ill-will. He actually likes Xichen a great deal. Outside of their act, he managed to gain quite a bit of Yzak's respect when things started to go south. ]
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[ He knows, exactly, what that's supposed to mean. But this is how he is. ]
I would never be so vulgar! My intentions are always honorable! Fake story or not!
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I know.
I only mean...it's interesting, given what Lan Xichen told me about the meaning of the ribbon, the custom...
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... let's see if that changes in a moment. ]
The meaning?
[ ????? Yzak tilts his head, recalling what Blue told him about it before, the first time he asked for help tying it around his wrist. ]
It's something his family wears, isn't it? So it was part of your cover as his sister.
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More? What do you mean more?
I didn't break some kind of magic spell on it or something, doing that, did I?
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No, not magic. He said traditionally, the betrothed is the one who ties that ribbon on someone. [he tilts his head.] Though, I suppose the initial gifting...isn't included. Since he said that was family.
I can't say I entirely understand it from his viewpoint, but...it did inform a lot of his teasing to you.
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WHAT
[ Yzak's only immediate reaction is his brain screeching to a halt. BETROTHED?!
The sudden urge to shake the life out of Xichen is coming up right behind that, though. ]
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Blue flinches a little at the physical and mental volume, ducking his head for a beat before peeking back up through his bangs.]
In--in his customs, Yzak. They don't...hold meaning unless you accept them. It's alright--
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—how is this the second time we're talking about something not counting!?
[ What is he even flustering about here?? A little of everything, really, because he's Yzak and he overreacts to the smallest thing. And now it's all in his head, the image of him back on Badrock carefully tying the ribbon to Blue's wrist, Xichen poking fun at him, that he JUST likened wanting to deepen his relationship with Blue to marriage even though it wasn't quite the same...!
(it might also be a kneejerk reaction that he didn't realize he had when it hears the word betrothed, thanks to his bullshit back home. that automatic fight or flight kicking in where he's done both) ]
I'm not ready for something like that anyway! No - I mean, I am, because I'm more than capable of course! Especially if Athrun could be engaged back when he was fifteen and to someone as wonderful as Lacus Clyne no less!
[ He said all of the above in a single breath. So when he finally gets a chance to catch it again, it at least settles him down a little. ]
But you're right. It is alright!
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well, this is how one learns, isn't it.
he presses his palm on Yzak's chest in an effort to anchor him.]
...But it still...is important a thing to you, clearly. In some way. Or many.
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That touch does calm him (and his heart) down a little more. But he's cool! He's fine! (until his next run-in with Xichen, probably) ]
Of course it is! That's a huge, important thing to tons of people, not just me.
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well, he tries to think about it from Yzak's perspective, from what he's shared of his world.]
It has...different meanings where you're from, I think. More than simply pairing up for children, but...that's part of it, isn't it?
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Optional part of it ... though on PLANT, if you want that option, then you in turn lose the option to pick who you're having a child with. And I think you've gleaned my opinions about most of that. [ Not the biggest fan!! Though at the same time, he was raised with that as a norm and the dutiful man in him still has a hard time pulling away from that mindset. ]
But that ruins the whole point to me!! [ He huffs, stubborn, slowly melting into the sap he actually is inside. ] Because it's love and commitment that are more important when you make that kind of union!
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Blue does him the kindness of looking askance for the few beats it takes to consider this as opposed to laser-focusing on his face and completely KO-ing him. still, this is a plainly rough ride ahead for dear Yzak.]
Love and commitment... How does it scale? Comparatively. What changes? [a slight pause.] Rather...what do you expect...would change?
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But at the question, he looks thoughtful. How does it scale in a way one can put into words? And to someone like Blue? Not to mention that he's probably the worst person to explain this kind of thing. ]
Betrothal is a promise of marriage, which is an even deeper entanglement! It's a lifelong commitment, an agreement to share your whole lives together. Through sickness and health, until death do you part, all of that shit they say at weddings! It's like ... two halves becoming whole, like becoming two wings on a bird because they can't fly with just one!
... there's a bunch of legal bullshit attached to it, too. But I'm not talking about that part right now!
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[two halves... two wings... beautiful similes (which Yzak would say of course they're beautiful AND precise because he's nothing but efficient and accurate.
until death...
Blue's expression clouds over, growing distant and more withdrawn in thought.]
...I see...
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...
Although it is an interesting one, I'll admit. I've never heard of something like that before. [ Outside of this whole awkward thing, his interest is actually caught. If he doesn't throttle Xichen, maybe he'll even ask him about it. (and more)
He's still rambling like a fool, so he'll catch Blue's expression once he's done with that. ]
But the point is! Imagine being forced to make that kind of commitment with someone you're just genetically compatible with! What if they're an asshole? What if you can't stand them? There's no actual feelings there as a foundation! I'm sure if someone back home wanted a child more than all of that, it could be worth putting up with it. But that's their choice!
[ And choice, control, is something Yzak hates not having. ]
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they are not truly wedded, after all; neither of them claimed to be, and Lan Xichen's remarks do not change that.
his gaze flits back, expression still rather withdrawn.]
Rather... It is yours. You needn't worry; I haven't assumed...that anything so binding has occurred.
[you're not trapped, one-winged boy.]
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—I'm not worried! I know Xichen was just being a smartass about it! That guy...
[ And yET WHO'S THE ONE HAVING A TIZZY ABOUT EVERYTHING?
After he says Xichen's name, though, he mutters. ]
He was familiar with a lot of stories and myths that I know ... I wonder if he's familiar with the Jian bird, too. [ He adds, to Blue, to elaborate: ] That's ... the mythical bird behind that whole "two wings" thing I just mentioned.
[ N E R D.
Once he's done with that rambling, though, he turns his attention to Blue's face, his own turning curious. ]
What is it?
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he shakes his head slightly.]
I understand better. Why such a notion would bother you. Thank you.
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But, [ Yzak now turns in toward him to keep him staying precisely where he is - there is no escape. Well, well, well, how the turntables, etc. ] don't think I can't tell you're letting something else run around in that head of yours!
[ He's friends with Athrun, okay. He knows these looks. ]
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