coordination: (slight homicidal tendencies)
Yzak Jule ([personal profile] coordination) wrote2021-06-03 03:17 pm
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Blue looks around the room with a quiet curiosity, not straying far from Yzak even though he does leave his side. just a few steps, turning slowly and partway back to him.]

For this reason or that... [he smiles.] It suits you.

[a beat.

he'll echo whatever Of course it does! that might follow, a chuckle in his voice.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Blue dips his head while his laugh peters out, lifting it back up to beam at him, radiating affection.]

It's because...I'm just stating the obvious, right? But sometimes that's all there is to say. [he tilts his head.] I'm not endlessly full of surprising revelations, after all.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Blue considers that wavelength of thought for a beat.]

That, or... I'm just getting to understand you better. [the mirth wanes to leave a more serene, mild kind of expression.] Both, most likely; there's very few absolutes in the world.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[the atmosphere warms a little with Yzak's approach - an outward conveyance of the ever-present delight in their connection, an unconscious promise of reward for proximity. Yzak's observation only makes Blue that much more radiant, accepting the alterations of the dreamscape without hesitation. being haloed in light doesn't distort who he truly is, because he still truly is himself here no matter what.

on the other hand, being approached with such an expression is alluring in its own way; it's hard to feel appealing, to feel beautiful in ones own dying skin, but even outside of reverie Yzak seems blind to disgust when it comes to him. being loved, being cared for...Blue understands it. yet being desired so exclusively is still quite the novelty. he likes it.]


I'm here because of what is already known and shared. Because I want what you want. [he lifts his arms, beckoning.] It's not a surprising revelation anymore, is it...?
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[despite the temptation to kiss him right away, Blue stills, bangs grazing Yzak's skin, eyes fixed on his. clear and pale blue...funny, wouldn't it make sense for Blue himself to have that color for his own namesake?

his fingers thread easily between Yzak's, a practiced and comfortable gesture at this point that further solidifies reality in this state. Blue feels a bittersweet ache, wishing he'd known this kind of connection sooner to relish it longer, but grateful to have known it at all.

he doesn't idle for long in that state before tilting his head and gently kissing Yzak, eyes closing. he rests his unoccupied hand on his cheek, a couple fingers curling under his jaw.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[another perk of sharing a dream is sharing the distortion of time: maybe it's really a nap or long sleep out there in proper reality, but here is a comfortable length of time to relish each other's company.

...so long as his senses keep.

that unknown drop, that ominous threat of severance creeps into the back of Blue's mind and spurs him to press in, to lick at Yzak's lips and bid his mouth open for a deeper kiss.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[instead of lingering to indulge the way Yzak's hand draws out pleasing little tingles down his spine, the feeling is more of a spurring to move, catching Yzak's drift and being the one who parts first. he turns, guiding Yzak backward and letting him sit and scoot back onto the bed before climbing on after him, releasing their handhold so he can accommodate that move.

it's not long before both hands find their way to gently cradle and cover that sweet face of his while he covers it in kisses, and it's entirely up to Yzak whether or not they stay upright or they flop horizontally outright.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Your fingers...in my hair... It's still my favorite.

[not that there's been too much time for things to change or anything, but! it bears repeating, because it is, in fact, his favorite. he likes the tingly little sensation that trickles down from scalp to spine, fingers that can be at one turn comforting and another arousing keeping him a willing captive to the moment.

kisses trail to his jaw down to his throat once one of his hands shifts away from Yzak's face.]


Tell me...what you want to feel. Where.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-26 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[very reasonable: Blue knows the chance to do fully freely as they please is limited by his physical state, so at least here...here, he can express more of that bodily affection he simply can't in waking.

while kissing and sucking on Yzak's neck, stimulated by the curling of fingers in his hair and against his scalp, Blue shifts to pull himself fully atop him, propped up by his knees to some degree. there's no risk of crushing him here, but physical instinct plays some role, informed by the rise and fall of Yzak's chest. the body remembers and informs with helpful notions, like, for example, rolling his hips to grind against Yzak's, starting up friction between layers of clothes that is more thrilling than frustrating at the onset, stoking those fires.

the sounds and responses to these efforts...Blue covets them. both hands roam to feel around Yzak's chest, to find buttons or fasteners that need to go - that will go, because dream logistics are the best around.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-27 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Blue isn't a very graceful helping hand where that's concerned - maybe a bit of a hindrance from being on top of him, but lifting and grinding on him again can give Yzak the opening he needs to...open? clothes? writing.

once his hands do touch flesh, Blue's mouth migrates downward: clavicle, chest, any little scar along his path gets loving attention. his hands slip under his opened shirt to grope at his sides, feeling the quivering and tightening of muscle underneath his palms. this he has memory of, this is informed...and this he enjoys.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-27 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[the rising heat and wanting is approval enough, but the attention to his neck is nice too - though it does halt him a shuddering moment. he sighs against Yzak's skin, lifting his head and scooting back up a bit to better accommodate the touch.]

Yzak. [he shifts so he can take the hand at his neck, holding it there for a moment.] The way your body speaks back to mine... I like it very much. [he smiles, guiding the hand so he can kiss at his fingers.]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-27 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blue laughs gently, smothering it by way of pressing his mouth against Yzak's hand with a few languishing kisses before he guides it away from himself.]

It's your heart and will here... [he places that hand over Yzak's heart.] That's why...I can understand so well.

[he shifts a bit, straddling his hips and leaning a bit against the knee and thigh still propped up, taking a moment to pull his shirt up over his head and casting it aside. it stings a little, knowing that even here, he still looks so ill...but that's the only state of himself Yzak knows. and...strangely enough, it's the one he wants.]

I'm a little worried... [his smile wanes to something more somber, still flushed in heat for him.] What if my psionics flicker again, leave you here? You'll still...have a good dream, won't you?

belated nsfw?????? oop

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